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Wednesday, September 29, 2004*
sensing e hostility, but i juz dun understd why
sths e world juz make me doubt e value of friendship..
wid e ppl ard me....
neva wanted to tink tht way..
never wanted to feel tht way..
but i guess...
sths it juz makes me feel tht e world's a sadder place...
a colder place...
a very unfamiliar place...
a place where trust seems like sth so rare..
e best they cld give is sth genuine frm their heart...
but it seems too challenging a task..
(you end up wondering whether everything that happened .... was it for real?
or just.... something make believe...
sth too blind to see thru n juz chose to believe blindly.. )
-sth a fren said to me tht i thot was v appropriate...
more like chose to believe blinded...
n end up feel pierced..
leaving you all abandoned..
n proved you wrong tht ..
frenship is real..
well a part of me still wish its true..
hope it real..
for some reason tht e genuinity is sth frm e heart...
not anywhereelse..
or for anytink else...
n it almost seems impossible...
esp since they're the ones whom u never dreamt of will hurt u...
they're the ones who leave u wif the deepest cut.
~tas
Tas_anne @ Wednesday, September 29, 2004
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